Settling back in

We got home Friday and I've been very glad of some quiet time. I tend to crash after a trip and this time it has been particularly hard to come back to our changed life with my husband's Parkinson's Disease and Lewy Body Dementia. The differences are subtle and we accomodated them well during the trip. But more burden falls on me already, and I'm scared of the future. It recently struck me that I only went into marriage with the understanding that it would be an equal partnership. And now that is quickly slipping away.