going away

I will be out of town May 11-18. It is the first residency for the Sursum Corda spiritual directors' formation program run by the Diocese of South Carolina. I'm three months into the program and have done one set of readings and written one paper, but this is the first time I will meet anyone in person. I'm a bit anxious about my place in the community, particularly with my tendency to question everything. But the funny thing is that my reaction to going back to school is to be obsessed with doing everything right. Despite that, what I'm hoping for is a deep experience of learning with my heart instead of with my brain.